paseipa la.....

headache!!why is she trying to kept the secret from me..thank god i found out about it before its too late.,now i know why is she keep on angry with me and sometime without any reason..arghhhh!!!i dont want to think about it..just do what ever u want,i thought there will be no secret between us..lantak r,nak rahsie pon rahsie la pasni..jgn sampai aku dapat tau da r..pandai makan pnd r simpan....gle r,pehal la aku x dapat nak trime bnd ni..da la mamat tu aku x brape bkenan,bole plak la die nak wat taik nak potong line aku..pecah gak pale die nnt..bole plak die ajak2 kua, gmpg btol la..kalo lame lg aku rase maunye putih mate aku...tp smalam aku plik gle babi sbb pe die ni nak cpt sgt blk, laju je jalannye...time nak byr lg r,aku pgg blakang die pon die wat keras x pandang aku mcm x pnah knal...ie jalan laju gle.....ingatkan die skt prot ke ape,last2 skali die da ade kat moto ajak aku balik..dkt 4 5 kali die soh gerak cepat2,aku saje delay2 nak tgk ape trick die,last2 baru aku tau...laki tu lalu dpn aku n pandang die tp bile aku tgk die die tgh pandang tmpt len wat2 cm xprasan..now i know,die nak larikan dri rupenye...nape la die nak sorok sgt,trok sgt ke aku smp gf sdri pon xnak org tau die ade bf...ke ade bnd2 yg aku x tau ni...........................................................?

i love her!!

it's almost 2 years i've been dating her..it's quite a long time and i hope our relation did't stuck anywhere..she's my first love and i love her since the first day i met her..she came to me from afar with her with a form in her hand..that is the first time i saw her and i still remember how my heart pounding as hell..at that time i knew that she's the one for..there's no other girls except her..i really afraid that one day she will leaved me...i really scared..i am deeply in love with u and will love u till the end of my life..if i could show her how much i love her...her smile make me go nuts..she's one in a million,but right now i'm so scared that her love for me start to fade away.i'm sorry if i have done wrong to u,but deep in my heart i'm so loving u..sayang,one day i will marry u no matter what..please dont leave me...i'm scared of losing u..i love u so much sayang..forgive me if have done wrong..sob2..

again?

it really happen again..for how long,im not so sure but its gonna be like this for at least 2 or 3 days..i guess so,and ihope so... yes,its my fault..and again,its my fault..why its always happen bcoz of me?..im self centered?just let it be like a fog passing by..theres always a silver lining in everything that happen..and everything that happen are bcoz of me..becoz of..becoz of me..just take all the time u need..a day,a week,a month,even a year..its all yours..i dont mind i dont give a shit..bcoz at the end,everything are gonna be ok..i hope its gonna be ok..what a looser i am,writing down all my feeling in a blog..a blog i created for her...hahaha..im a pathetic little son of a hamster...if u read this,of coz u will read this if u still remember the existence of this blog..hahaha..i hope u know what u r doing..its not ur fault,its my fault...and it will be my fault every time this shit happen..trust me..patience is a key,but i have tested ur patience for so many times..babai..haha..but wait,i realize that she hidden her status..why?bcoz she mad at me?why need to hide it..i dont know what to think right now, i am not as good as others,im not as pious as pak imam,not as handsome as artist,not as stylish as her friends...but this is me..sorry for not beeing as you wanted to...this is me,kampung guy who try to adapt with the townish surrounding..haha..trase cm bdk2 plak tulis bnd ni..xde org nak bc pon n xde org nak kesah pon..hahaha..let time heals everything..time?how long?haha..nak pujuk x pndai,kang mkn mnjadi2 plak..better shut my mouth and dok senyap2 je dalam bilik..