again?

it really happen again..for how long,im not so sure but its gonna be like this for at least 2 or 3 days..i guess so,and ihope so... yes,its my fault..and again,its my fault..why its always happen bcoz of me?..im self centered?just let it be like a fog passing by..theres always a silver lining in everything that happen..and everything that happen are bcoz of me..becoz of..becoz of me..just take all the time u need..a day,a week,a month,even a year..its all yours..i dont mind i dont give a shit..bcoz at the end,everything are gonna be ok..i hope its gonna be ok..what a looser i am,writing down all my feeling in a blog..a blog i created for her...hahaha..im a pathetic little son of a hamster...if u read this,of coz u will read this if u still remember the existence of this blog..hahaha..i hope u know what u r doing..its not ur fault,its my fault...and it will be my fault every time this shit happen..trust me..patience is a key,but i have tested ur patience for so many times..babai..haha..but wait,i realize that she hidden her status..why?bcoz she mad at me?why need to hide it..i dont know what to think right now, i am not as good as others,im not as pious as pak imam,not as handsome as artist,not as stylish as her friends...but this is me..sorry for not beeing as you wanted to...this is me,kampung guy who try to adapt with the townish surrounding..haha..trase cm bdk2 plak tulis bnd ni..xde org nak bc pon n xde org nak kesah pon..hahaha..let time heals everything..time?how long?haha..nak pujuk x pndai,kang mkn mnjadi2 plak..better shut my mouth and dok senyap2 je dalam bilik..