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its really hurt..damn its killing me softly..i have never felt this way before..i know i'm wrong..i felt so terrible right now..i'm so alone..i wonder what she's doing right now..is she ok or not..one thing for sure,she still hating me..poor me,making a stupid thing without considering all the consequences..i hope she will forgive for what that i've done..i still love her..i really do love her..if only she knows how much i love her.. i want to turn back time,i wish i could..dear god,the only thing i ask of you is to hold her when i'm not around,when i'm much too far away..